Sunday, March 28, 2010
Food for thought
Well hey. I'm still up, awake and kicking .. well not really, I'm feeling kinda bored and I've got nothing much to do anyways. So I figure I can update this little space of mine which had seem to accumulate a little dust in there. I'm in the living room, with the tv tuned in to Ch5's Flash Forward but I'm not really watching. How could I when the laptop's right infront of me and I kept getting distracting. Furthermore, I've watched FlashForward .. just waiting for the subsequent episodes frm arief.
Boo had been busy for the last couple of weeks .. and we havent been able to spend much time with each other. All that can be done for now is to squeeze in a couple of hours after his fyp, to have dinner before he head back home to do his work (band and fyp logbook) and rest so he can wake up when the sun rise the next day for fyp again. But I'm not complaining at all, bcos I know his fyp isnt going that well with the experiment shit and it totally consumed all his time in the world. Instead, I'm actually worried he might brkdown one day due to all the shit workloads pulling him down.. but that boy can be a little stubborn at times that I feel like giving him a hard whack.
It's been awhile since I disconnect myself frm band life. Recently I went back to jurong band for their band camp and idk it's like a mixture of feelings. Feels good to feel at home with the company that I had and going through those same activities as those we had planned back during our time.
And just this week, I went back to RP band.. but it doesn't really feel that good. Some unfortunate thing happen, and it makes me think that I'm better off w/o them in my life. Friends are supposed to stand by each other and not let others discriminate their friends. wait, its not just discriminate. it's an insult! but hey at least i've got a clear conscience. Which makes me realised that, all of you are not even worth to be called friends anymore. And stop giving shits like "wahhhh nw you rarely hang out with me" or smth of a similar kind. Bcos you yourself dont even make that effort to begin with, so stop pointing your filthy finger at others. get it? we'll see during the next pract, how it goes.. but hey, put his shoes and feel what he felt when it's your dearest gf who were being insulted. and trust me, if I was in that room with all of you.. and if I dont receive any apology, your face will sting with my slap and your balls will hang lose after my kick. and when I say, I'll do it.. I will, I swear. Thank you.
Boo had been busy for the last couple of weeks .. and we havent been able to spend much time with each other. All that can be done for now is to squeeze in a couple of hours after his fyp, to have dinner before he head back home to do his work (band and fyp logbook) and rest so he can wake up when the sun rise the next day for fyp again. But I'm not complaining at all, bcos I know his fyp isnt going that well with the experiment shit and it totally consumed all his time in the world. Instead, I'm actually worried he might brkdown one day due to all the shit workloads pulling him down.. but that boy can be a little stubborn at times that I feel like giving him a hard whack.
It's been awhile since I disconnect myself frm band life. Recently I went back to jurong band for their band camp and idk it's like a mixture of feelings. Feels good to feel at home with the company that I had and going through those same activities as those we had planned back during our time.
And just this week, I went back to RP band.. but it doesn't really feel that good. Some unfortunate thing happen, and it makes me think that I'm better off w/o them in my life. Friends are supposed to stand by each other and not let others discriminate their friends. wait, its not just discriminate. it's an insult! but hey at least i've got a clear conscience. Which makes me realised that, all of you are not even worth to be called friends anymore. And stop giving shits like "wahhhh nw you rarely hang out with me" or smth of a similar kind. Bcos you yourself dont even make that effort to begin with, so stop pointing your filthy finger at others. get it? we'll see during the next pract, how it goes.. but hey, put his shoes and feel what he felt when it's your dearest gf who were being insulted. and trust me, if I was in that room with all of you.. and if I dont receive any apology, your face will sting with my slap and your balls will hang lose after my kick. and when I say, I'll do it.. I will, I swear. Thank you.
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